2254 hrs

zzzz..my eyes are getting heavier at the moment. Meant to post earlier, but..ermm..just couldn't find the right mood? But found the "mood" later..hee..

So here's my offline entry, written at 11 plus. While waiting for the d*mn, b***dy slow system to run, d*mn!! :
*ermm, this 'Angel' song is lulling me to sleep..zzz..Skip to 'Bad Girls'..haa, that's better.. "

1100 hrs

Heard this song over the radio this morning while on my way to work *got to have the radio plugs to my ear, as a wake up and inspiration to start the day..:) * //hey! This song mention that there's bad girls in Kuala Lumpur..no Singapore? suprisingly..hee..//eh, back to this offline entry..* All The Love in The World (listening to it now), sweet..sweet song. The lyrics used to mean so much to me. Now? ermm..don't know..*wink*

All The Love In The World

I'm not looking for someone to talk to
I've got my friend, I'm more than O.K.
I've got more than a girl could wish for
I live my dreams but it's not all they say
Still I believe (I'm missing) I'm missing something real
I need someone who really sees me...


(Don't wanna wake...) Don't wanna wake up alone anymore
Still believing you'll walk through my door
All I need is to know it's for sure
Then I'll give... all the love in the world

I've often wondered if love's an illusion
Just to get you through the loneliest days
I can't criticize it
I have no hestitaion
My imagination just stole me away
(Still...) Still I believe
(I'm missing) I'm missing something real
I need someone who really sees me...

(Don't wanna wake...) Don't wanna wake up alone anymore
Still believing you'll walk through my door
All I need is to know it's for sure
Then I'll give... all the love in the world

Love's for a lifetime not for a moment
So how could I throw it away
Yeah I'm only human
And nights grow colder
With no-one to love me that way
Yeah I need someone who really sees me...

(Don't wanna wake...) And i won't wake up alone anymore
Still believing you'll walk through my door
You'll reach for me and I'll know it's for sure
Then I'll give all the love in the world
(Don't wanna wake up alone anymore...)


Before that were having this conversation with a friend of mine over yahoo messenger:

*switching to BM at this point*
Topic: Kawin

M - kalau boleh kawin kan senang. Lotih berchenta lama-lama ni..*gelak*

P - Tau pun, kawin jelah. Kan senang. Bagi sepenuh kasih sayang..

M - easier said than done. Cakap memang senang..*senyum* He's still studying..

P - Studi tu bukan halangan. Awak kan dah kerja. Lepas kawin pun boleh studi kalau hati mau..

M - Memang saya dah kerja. Tak kisah, saya boleh support semua expenditure. Tapi what will people said? My parents, his parents..takkan diaorang nak. Lepas kawin, what's next? Cakap memang senang *stick out my tongue*

P - Kawin perkara senang. Kita yang buat jadi susah.

M - Banyak benda nak fikir. Takkan nak kawin camtu jek. ala..easier said than done lah *gelak lagi*

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Conversation kita ended camtu je. Him, with his opinion and me with mine. Nobody is right or wrong. Ada betul jugak apa yang di katakan tu. But my conclusion is..easier than done..hee..Nantilah, pening kepala fikir pasal kawin ni. Apply cuti 2 minggu je, ada ke diaorang kata nak cuti kawin..ayarkkss!!

*switching to BI*

Anyway, my Friday is fine. He's good. What happened yesterday what forgotten and forgiven. Tomorrow will be hislast
and final paper.

The days are drawing nearer..*S*

opss..nearly midnite? ermm..gotta get myself some sleep now. Gotta get myself some sleep...till then!