2.58 ptg (sambil chatting with my twinnie..)
(winamp blaring in the background)
more than half a day untuk hari cuti nie dah over..? ermm..why time flies when you are having fun? hee..itu yang selalu orang cakapkan..but not too say i'm having fun lah rite now. Staying at home on a public holiday..taklah sesuwaiiiiiii kalau nak cakap fun kan? But well..it's relaxing. The best thing is dapatler bangun lewat sket..hee..:D
ermm, but guess my holiday today started on a wrong note..ermm, puncanya malam semalam. Conversation malam semalam is made up of keluhan panjang, angry words (not exactly angry words that hurt, but more of what our feelings are like at that moment). And of course, I feel hurt. But we are not angry with each other. Tapi entahlah, but whatever it is the conversation ends in a good note, with all those since, true words of our feelings. But nevertheless, I feel asleep with tears in my eyes. And woke up, feeling just a little bit better. We talked just now as if what happened yesterday never did happened. Cumer satu yang aku suker tentang DIA, we will never end our conversation if any party is hurt/angry with whatever the other party said. Actually, maybe DIA terikut2 prinsip aku. Sebab pada aku, kalau kita end the conversation camtu jek..perkara tu takkan selesai. So lebih baik kita selesaikan there and then right? Well..some people might say that since you are angry or hurt, you might need some time away from each other. Just by yourself. But that's me and that's how I think. Terpulang pada individu. Every human has the right to their way of thinking. Tak ada yang betul atau salah. Cuma ianya terletak dari sudut mana kita lihat. So you stick to yours and I'll stick to mine. Ok? ;)
Actually, I've been thinking of updating this blog sejak pagi lagi. But just couldn't find the right mood. Think I never fully recovered from yesterday. Tapi aku tau, I've to get over it. Since DIA pun rasanye dah over and done with yesterday, so why should I still be holding on to it, right? Lagipun, tak seronok harbouring this kind of feeling. Till this feeling get back at you, you will get angry again and repeats what happened yesterday again? I'm getting over it slowly now. Think I will get better soon :)
current problem hogging my brain: how to get back my RM100..urhh!!
current thought in my brain: got to reply my boss's email (the offsite thingy) and an urgent transfer of funds have to be completed by tomorrow.
(winamp blaring in the background)
more than half a day untuk hari cuti nie dah over..? ermm..why time flies when you are having fun? hee..itu yang selalu orang cakapkan..but not too say i'm having fun lah rite now. Staying at home on a public holiday..taklah sesuwaiiiiiii kalau nak cakap fun kan? But well..it's relaxing. The best thing is dapatler bangun lewat sket..hee..:D
ermm, but guess my holiday today started on a wrong note..ermm, puncanya malam semalam. Conversation malam semalam is made up of keluhan panjang, angry words (not exactly angry words that hurt, but more of what our feelings are like at that moment). And of course, I feel hurt. But we are not angry with each other. Tapi entahlah, but whatever it is the conversation ends in a good note, with all those since, true words of our feelings. But nevertheless, I feel asleep with tears in my eyes. And woke up, feeling just a little bit better. We talked just now as if what happened yesterday never did happened. Cumer satu yang aku suker tentang DIA, we will never end our conversation if any party is hurt/angry with whatever the other party said. Actually, maybe DIA terikut2 prinsip aku. Sebab pada aku, kalau kita end the conversation camtu jek..perkara tu takkan selesai. So lebih baik kita selesaikan there and then right? Well..some people might say that since you are angry or hurt, you might need some time away from each other. Just by yourself. But that's me and that's how I think. Terpulang pada individu. Every human has the right to their way of thinking. Tak ada yang betul atau salah. Cuma ianya terletak dari sudut mana kita lihat. So you stick to yours and I'll stick to mine. Ok? ;)
Actually, I've been thinking of updating this blog sejak pagi lagi. But just couldn't find the right mood. Think I never fully recovered from yesterday. Tapi aku tau, I've to get over it. Since DIA pun rasanye dah over and done with yesterday, so why should I still be holding on to it, right? Lagipun, tak seronok harbouring this kind of feeling. Till this feeling get back at you, you will get angry again and repeats what happened yesterday again? I'm getting over it slowly now. Think I will get better soon :)
current problem hogging my brain: how to get back my RM100..urhh!!
current thought in my brain: got to reply my boss's email (the offsite thingy) and an urgent transfer of funds have to be completed by tomorrow.
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