0915 hrs


Morning ppl! It's a wet, friday morning eh..? Me got caught in the rain, all wet now..anyway, couldn't stay long. Just for the countdown..


~4 days more to go..! ~

Later...

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2201 hrs

--Versi BM--

ermm..rasa nak back to the roots plak malam ni, boleh kan? Rasanya lebih terluah apa yang aku rasa sekarang ni in my good, malay language. So excuse me, will you? ;)

Sebenarnya, bukanlah apa pun. Tapi rasa dak seronoklah malam ni..ermm, sebab conversation tadi kot. Entahlah, kadang-kadang terasa diri ni macam second best je. No matter what I do, I can never change my position to be the best. Bukanlah aku nak jadi yang terbaik dan singkirkan sesiapa yang menjadi penghalang untuk aku ke atas..tapi..hmm..I want to be the best for him.Always be there thru his ups and downs. Tapi aku sedar, takkan apa yang sudah terbina bertahun-tahun lamanya boleh di hilangkan sekelip mata sahaja kan. It needs time, perlukan masa. Tapi janganlah jadi kan itu sebagai alasan..? Aku tak meraguinya, no for a moment do I doubt him. Cuma naluri wanita kan..sedikit sebanyak terusik juga. Itulah antara satu sebabnya aku tak pernah bertanyakan masa lampaunya. Sebab..pada aku, aku adalah hari ini dan mungkin masa depannya. Jadi, tak perlulah aku nak ambil tau perkara2 yang lepas. Unless he chose to tell me to, which he did in some occassions. But kalau tak, I will not push.

ermm..aku jeles ni? haha, memang aku jeles. Tapi tak adalah sampai timbul perasaan benci ataupun dendam. Cuma aku rasa cemburu. Itu aje. Tak salahkan..? Dia pun pernah kata aku ada hak untuk cemburu. Itu hak aku. *dia pun suka kot kalau kekadang aku jeles tu..hee..:P *

Ni bukan apa, sekadar meluahkan apa yang rasa sekarang ni. Rasa dak seronok, dak best..itu aje. Tak perlulah bagitau dia tentang apa yang aku rasa. Sebab dia lebih memahami kalau aku berdiam diri. Sebab diamnya aku tu lebih menzahirkan kan beribu rasa dari aku berkata-kata. That's me, and he knows it.

Ok, that is over and done with. Just nak zahirkan sedikit dari apa yang tersirat dan tersurat..;) Rasanya bukan versi BM ni, tapi versi rojak..cehh, hee..

--BI Version--

Actually, was supposed to have dinner and do some pre-shopping *window-shopping* after work. But got cancelled at the last minute as Nen got to rush home. Oh well..can go home early and catch "Hero" then. Have fallen all over again in love with Takuya Kimura..hee, fallen a few times before and now..? Fallen again! Just love his character in this 'Hero'. He's playing a prosecutor but he's not like the others who are always in tie, crisp outfit. Kuryu is only seen in his jacket, shirts and jeans. Cool and intelligent prosecutor, I should say. Really love his character..:)

Gotta get my rest now. Will be working tomorrow in exchange for not working next week. Need to work really hard if I want to go off on half day this coming Monday.

So ciao!

Before that, wishing every mother on this earth A Very Happy Mother's Day. Everybody can be a mother but not everybody can be a good one. But I have a good one and hope yours is too..:)

Ciao..till then!

Opss..forget to mention before that I met with the lady who helped me when I was giddy and nearly fainted in the train last month. I just smiled at her..*malu plak rasanya..hee..*

Nite!