1330 hrs
Lunch time coming to an end. Called him just now, he's at Seremban waiting for his sis..ermm, guess things are getting better between us. The magic of the 3-words does work eh..hee, but that comes only after so much tears and heartache. But thankfully it works..*S*
So much for that, there's something actually bothering me since this morning. What my mom said.."jangan letak harapan sangat, mak ayahnya tak jumpa lagi." I just kept quiet. Got no replies for that or guess there's the truth beneath that? But for certain, it did strike something inside me. So what's the use of being in love, having a relationship? Isn't it like gambling? You never know if you will win or lose but nevertheless you still gamble. Right? Like what he said before,"the risk of being in love in breaking up. But we must try to make it work, won't we?" Making it work, that's what we are doing now. And leave the rest to Takdir.
Managed to call Grandpa at the hospital just now (no visitors are allowed at public hospitals for the time being due to the SARs outbreak)...ermm, could hear his voice breaking. I was trying hard not to let my voice break too. Realise just how much I missed his presence at home now..ever realised just how much you miss someone when that person is no longer by your side. Just hope he get well soon. Insyallah..
opss..it's 1.35pm already. Got to get back to work now.
Wonder why the tears flowed easily lately..could it be I'm missing you badly already...
Agak-agak boleh turun KL lagi tak bulan 6 nie..hee..Keje gile..! :D Just feel like ending nicely what had ended in a wrong way..in other words, putting things right?
o_O Another fancier of the old. Good for you I
guess. Charles is seen as a fatherly-type of
person, and is one you can open up to. He is
known to be amiable and very dependable. His
genius is only surpassed by his love and
understanding of other people. He makes for a
great companion with much affection, plus, the
baldness *is* kinda sexy.
Who Is Your Ideal X-Men 2 Mate? (ladies only)
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Haven't been doing this for quite sometimes yeah? hee..
Just would like to share something which crosses my mind while I was watching X-Men on RCTI, Indonesian Channel. I was just thinking what will happen if I quit my job..change my job..? Just a thought actually, haven't been thinking about it at all. Not at this moment, in this current unstable situation of economy. But it just got me thinking..are we all having a dream job..The current job position we are holding..is it something we dream of..? Or it is just like a savior..something that you survive on. It's just a job, nothing more or less. Yes, you could say that you like or love your job. But it is your dream job? Something that you've always dream of..? eh..but wait, don't think too much about it, ok. It's just a flickering thought..;)
And one more thing..read the paper this morning. Feature an article on Keanu Reeves, the current shooting star of Matrix Reloaded. Well, his stars are not shooting exactly. He is always on depressed mood. His problems are real problems that even The One couldn't solve. His first born was still-born. His girlfriend who was driven to depression, started to cling on drugs and depressants pills to help her go on with life. And this badly affected their relationship. Not long after that, she was involved in a car accident and died. As if these didn't trouble Keanu enough, his beloved sister who had been suffering from leukemia fell critically ill thus Keanu had to leave the Matrix site to attend to his sick sister. And he further sank into depression when the actress who acted as Oracle, suffered a heart attack and died. Following to that, Aalliyah too who had agreed and signed up to play a role in Matrix Reloaded died in an air accident.
Keanu quotes that"Even though it's good that you don't have to think about paying bills or anything else..but money can't buy everything.." And I absolutely agree with that. Everything is money, but money is not everything..and fame..is not all fame...
Lunch time coming to an end. Called him just now, he's at Seremban waiting for his sis..ermm, guess things are getting better between us. The magic of the 3-words does work eh..hee, but that comes only after so much tears and heartache. But thankfully it works..*S*
So much for that, there's something actually bothering me since this morning. What my mom said.."jangan letak harapan sangat, mak ayahnya tak jumpa lagi." I just kept quiet. Got no replies for that or guess there's the truth beneath that? But for certain, it did strike something inside me. So what's the use of being in love, having a relationship? Isn't it like gambling? You never know if you will win or lose but nevertheless you still gamble. Right? Like what he said before,"the risk of being in love in breaking up. But we must try to make it work, won't we?" Making it work, that's what we are doing now. And leave the rest to Takdir.
Managed to call Grandpa at the hospital just now (no visitors are allowed at public hospitals for the time being due to the SARs outbreak)...ermm, could hear his voice breaking. I was trying hard not to let my voice break too. Realise just how much I missed his presence at home now..ever realised just how much you miss someone when that person is no longer by your side. Just hope he get well soon. Insyallah..
opss..it's 1.35pm already. Got to get back to work now.
Wonder why the tears flowed easily lately..could it be I'm missing you badly already...
Agak-agak boleh turun KL lagi tak bulan 6 nie..hee..Keje gile..! :D Just feel like ending nicely what had ended in a wrong way..in other words, putting things right?
o_O Another fancier of the old. Good for you I
guess. Charles is seen as a fatherly-type of
person, and is one you can open up to. He is
known to be amiable and very dependable. His
genius is only surpassed by his love and
understanding of other people. He makes for a
great companion with much affection, plus, the
baldness *is* kinda sexy.
Who Is Your Ideal X-Men 2 Mate? (ladies only)
brought to you by Quizilla
Haven't been doing this for quite sometimes yeah? hee..
Just would like to share something which crosses my mind while I was watching X-Men on RCTI, Indonesian Channel. I was just thinking what will happen if I quit my job..change my job..? Just a thought actually, haven't been thinking about it at all. Not at this moment, in this current unstable situation of economy. But it just got me thinking..are we all having a dream job..The current job position we are holding..is it something we dream of..? Or it is just like a savior..something that you survive on. It's just a job, nothing more or less. Yes, you could say that you like or love your job. But it is your dream job? Something that you've always dream of..? eh..but wait, don't think too much about it, ok. It's just a flickering thought..;)
And one more thing..read the paper this morning. Feature an article on Keanu Reeves, the current shooting star of Matrix Reloaded. Well, his stars are not shooting exactly. He is always on depressed mood. His problems are real problems that even The One couldn't solve. His first born was still-born. His girlfriend who was driven to depression, started to cling on drugs and depressants pills to help her go on with life. And this badly affected their relationship. Not long after that, she was involved in a car accident and died. As if these didn't trouble Keanu enough, his beloved sister who had been suffering from leukemia fell critically ill thus Keanu had to leave the Matrix site to attend to his sick sister. And he further sank into depression when the actress who acted as Oracle, suffered a heart attack and died. Following to that, Aalliyah too who had agreed and signed up to play a role in Matrix Reloaded died in an air accident.
Keanu quotes that"Even though it's good that you don't have to think about paying bills or anything else..but money can't buy everything.." And I absolutely agree with that. Everything is money, but money is not everything..and fame..is not all fame...
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