0950 hrs

[Keeping busy..]

Staring at the white screen, I do have the urge to write. But about what? My mind is as blank as this white notepad screen. So what should it be..?

Anyway, login to pusat karya,melayu.com this morning. Just to check out the comments on the diary entry that I sent. Comments from sayangdia,akimahen: for me to write again. Is not that I don't want to. I tried too, but each time my mind just won't work. Jalan cerita tu rasa hambar je, macam di paksa-paksa.. But I did manage to finish some stories. Only maybe it is not as good as Aku Cinta PadaMu, Kamal Hisham. Insyallah, I will still send my cerpen. When I get over this writer's blog, eh..?

So what else..? (just wonder why I always get this urge to write when I'm at the office..*wonder, wonder..*) Anyway, at this moment me and 2 of my colleagues are busy planning a Healthy Lifestyle activity for our department. It is sort of a monthly activity where the staff got a half day off on a working day to go out of the office for outdoor activities organised. But it's been awhile since the activities had been stopped due the our busy period (closing of the financial year) and with the SARs virus going around. And now, we have decided to organise it once again. So far, my department had went on a trip to Sentosa, Esplanade, Jurong BirdPark, Marina and Bishan Park. And I've involved in organising these activities several time. And this time, we are organising a trip to Asian Civilisation Museum which will be on 27th June 2003. The responses have been good so far.

hmm, all this activities and work had kept me busy and that is good. To keep my mind off things. Sekarang ni, aku seolah-olah takut untuk sendiri, takut kalau aku ada masa terluang. Sebab aku tahu, perasaan resah tu akan menghantui andainya aku bersendiri. Aku nak halau jauh-jauh perasaan tu. Akan aku cuba bertahan selagi mampu..

Ya Allah, berilah kekuatan pada ku..

Will be meeting Nenny tonite. Will getting some books and the handphone I just bought from her. Thought of meeting her yesterday but was thinking, since I'm not working tomorrow why not meeting tonite. At least, takdelah penat sangat kan..?

So guys, have a good Friday!