1907 hrs

Meant to blog yesterday. But my pc + mouse buat perangai Adding to it, I was feeling a bit disappointed yesterday. A teeny bit lah. Nevermind the cause. Maybe I'm a bit too sensitive lately. With the current situation I'm in - missing him so, so bad. So that's it. Shut off the pc and off to bed.

We managed to catch up a bit semalam when he was online at YM. Sempat gak tanya about the handphone he's been eyeing for quite sometime. But still..ermm..ntah. Still feel down after chatting with him. Still felt there's something missing. I must've had been missing him so badly. He did SMS saying he was going to call last night if he got the time. But a SMS later, saying he can't make. Going out with his cousin. Promised to call soon. And I hope really soon. Teruk sakit rindu ni..haha

Was just wondering about this last night - masa golek2 atas katil.. Keeping a blog like this is good. At least you got to let out everything out of your system. But sometimes I find that I can't be my true self. Penning down the truth, yes of course. But not the real truth - it's not that I'm lying. But it's just that I'm not stating down what I really feel. Because why..maybe someone who knows you personally is reading this. And it could hurt that person to really know you felt about them. Maybe you are angry or disappointed with that person. Right? You guys ever had such feelings? Well, you may said blog aku, aku punya sukalah! I might too. But it's just me. I've always been not too frank about my feelings. I will never said I'm hurt, angry or disappointed with so-and-so. Only those close to me will know. My mom knows. He knows. Actually it's not too difficult to tell. I will be quiet and keeping to myself. And if I'm really hurt, I will slowly pull myself away from the person who hurt me without actually voicing out what I feel.

ermm..enough said. I'm so transparent now eh..? ;)

Gotta go off now. Catching 3R. A show that tells me Monday is dawning soon, yet again..

So have a good Monday..hope I have a good one too..hoping he will call..please dear...

~I've learned that no matter how good a friend is,they're going to hurt you once in a while and you must forgive them for that.. ~ quote I picked in here

Didn't manage to catch Aflind Shauki @ HRC..bah!!