1100 hrs
[Just wonder..]
It's already 11 and i'm only so called "officially" in the office..hee,well...of course reached office this morning at 9.30 am (late as usual..). After switching on the pc, checking my emails, i rushed out to the bank to deposit yesterday's revenue collection. That's my duty on every Saturday that I'm working. Just got back a few minutes ago.
ermm..wonder why I always get the mood to update whenever I'm in office..haa..don't know why. Maybe I'm kinda of getting off track here. Losing my interest and motivation. Don't know why. Maybe it's the people..or the environment. But I can't quit now. Not when I need the cash for a lot of things and not when the eco here is still very unstable. But nevertheless, I'm giving it a chance till next year. If I can't still shake off this feeling then it's adios and goodbye. Maybe it's me..can't stay put in a place for more than 3 years. That's what happen in my last job too. 3 years and one promotion and I'm out of there. But maybe it's just the office politics - backstabbing which gets to me. You know how this hinders your achievement at work. Well, I'm getting backstabbed now. No, it's not just my feeling. My boss said so too and she knew who is backstabbing me. It's just that she doesn't want me to know who it is. She just wants me to improve myself and prove that person wrong. But it's difficult trying to satisfy everybody, ain't? So take it or leave it. And it's also difficult to change one point of view of you when they got their view fixed. So till next year it is and we'll see from there where this lead to.
ermm..enough said of that. Grandpa will be discharge from hospital today. Guess there's nothing serious about his illness. Alhamdulillah..
Dia balik kampung with his sisters today. Will be missing him for the whole of next week..ermm..But in spite of this, insyallah we will be meeting again soon. Yesterday, finally got the courage to tell him that I want to come down and meet him in June and he agreed. Yihaa!! hee..even though it's going to be just a short break but nothing beats meeting him again..*S*
eh..nearly 11.30 already. Got to get some work done now. Have a good weekend!
0326 hrs
It's nearly 4 and I'm still awake. Well, it's because I only woke up at around..ermm, 11pm. Yeah, felt asleep around 7, woke up feeling very hungry. After reaching him after nearly 4 hours of trying (no reception..), feel relief to hear hisvoice again. But guess that is the last phone call till I hear from him again. Got to wait till hecall me. And when will that be..urhh, don't know but hope it's not too long. I'm missing him already..geez..luckily he's only gone for around a week. And insyallah one week after he got back, we'll meet again. The thought of it bring a smile to me again. But still I missed him!
So what did I do today? ermm..rushing off after work at 1pm (even though I was late for an hour for work today..opss!). Met Nen at the train station. Went shopping again, but it's her. Not me. And you know how tough it is to go shopping without the opportunity to spent..? And that's how I feel just now. I'm broke and can't afford to spent. And all the nice cloths and stuff had to go on sale..urhh, never mind, never mind..i'll be back, very soon! haa..!!
I'm actually also surfing around for a better site than blogger...ermm, thinking of shifting to a new host but we'll see eh..
Dear..I'm missing you already and it's only have been for a few hours..*sigh*
[Just wonder..]
It's already 11 and i'm only so called "officially" in the office..hee,well...of course reached office this morning at 9.30 am (late as usual..). After switching on the pc, checking my emails, i rushed out to the bank to deposit yesterday's revenue collection. That's my duty on every Saturday that I'm working. Just got back a few minutes ago.
ermm..wonder why I always get the mood to update whenever I'm in office..haa..don't know why. Maybe I'm kinda of getting off track here. Losing my interest and motivation. Don't know why. Maybe it's the people..or the environment. But I can't quit now. Not when I need the cash for a lot of things and not when the eco here is still very unstable. But nevertheless, I'm giving it a chance till next year. If I can't still shake off this feeling then it's adios and goodbye. Maybe it's me..can't stay put in a place for more than 3 years. That's what happen in my last job too. 3 years and one promotion and I'm out of there. But maybe it's just the office politics - backstabbing which gets to me. You know how this hinders your achievement at work. Well, I'm getting backstabbed now. No, it's not just my feeling. My boss said so too and she knew who is backstabbing me. It's just that she doesn't want me to know who it is. She just wants me to improve myself and prove that person wrong. But it's difficult trying to satisfy everybody, ain't? So take it or leave it. And it's also difficult to change one point of view of you when they got their view fixed. So till next year it is and we'll see from there where this lead to.
ermm..enough said of that. Grandpa will be discharge from hospital today. Guess there's nothing serious about his illness. Alhamdulillah..
Dia balik kampung with his sisters today. Will be missing him for the whole of next week..ermm..But in spite of this, insyallah we will be meeting again soon. Yesterday, finally got the courage to tell him that I want to come down and meet him in June and he agreed. Yihaa!! hee..even though it's going to be just a short break but nothing beats meeting him again..*S*
eh..nearly 11.30 already. Got to get some work done now. Have a good weekend!
0326 hrs
It's nearly 4 and I'm still awake. Well, it's because I only woke up at around..ermm, 11pm. Yeah, felt asleep around 7, woke up feeling very hungry. After reaching him after nearly 4 hours of trying (no reception..), feel relief to hear hisvoice again. But guess that is the last phone call till I hear from him again. Got to wait till hecall me. And when will that be..urhh, don't know but hope it's not too long. I'm missing him already..geez..luckily he's only gone for around a week. And insyallah one week after he got back, we'll meet again. The thought of it bring a smile to me again. But still I missed him!
So what did I do today? ermm..rushing off after work at 1pm (even though I was late for an hour for work today..opss!). Met Nen at the train station. Went shopping again, but it's her. Not me. And you know how tough it is to go shopping without the opportunity to spent..? And that's how I feel just now. I'm broke and can't afford to spent. And all the nice cloths and stuff had to go on sale..urhh, never mind, never mind..i'll be back, very soon! haa..!!
I'm actually also surfing around for a better site than blogger...ermm, thinking of shifting to a new host but we'll see eh..
Dear..I'm missing you already and it's only have been for a few hours..*sigh*
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