[Blab..blab..]

1029 hrs

shh..it's office hour and I'm updating..hee..well, just feel like it. And I also got a lot in mind to blabber about..

Firstly, the long-awaited phonecall came in last night. But that is only after a few sms and miss calls. Said he can't called because there's bad reception over there and "line tak clear.." Oklah..ok, reasons accepted. I just want to know that he's alright there. And of coz, i missed him alot..We didn't talked long but long enough to sooth this bluey feeling out of missing him..Takperlah,better than nothing eh..? ;)

So that bluey feeling over and done with(even it's a teeny bit), don't know what came over me last nite but I suddenly blurted out to my mom that I was thinking of looking for a new job. She turned to me and suddenly said, "Kenapa ni? Kene buang?!!" "Eh,anak mak nie tak seteruk itulah..Sajer je, nak tukar angin. Nak kumpul duit lebih sikit."She immediately suggested working at her and my dad's current working place; at the hospital a walking distance from my home. They had suggested I worked there when I graduated from my diploma 3 years ago. But pride got the better of me at that time. And I'm also not comfortable of having my family working at the same place (my brother was also working there at that time). So I refused and take up this job. But now after nearly 4 years working here, I've had a change of heart due to some reasons. The same reason that drive me away from my previous job; backstabbing which would hinder me from future promotion. Other reasons being the distance from my home to the office (it's a 1 hour plus trip) and losing interest in what I'm doing now (it get to you if you are facing the same place and job scope for a period of time). So it's time to move..But still thinking have I make the right decision or it's just a sudden outburst? ermm..we'll see how this turn out later..But whatever it is, I'll just try out any job opportunities that I got for the moment.

This thing came to my mind yesterday after talking to a colleague of mine which was also my ex-senior (secondary school) 10 years ago. He's a guy by the way..;) Just discover the fact that he's the only dose I got for a Spore Guy..haha, that explain my disliking of Spore Guy..opss, no offence here eh. I don't know why I had this kinda of feeling for the SG. But not to all of them. Only a minority of them. It's this character/attitude of them that pissed me off. (don't ask me to explain what it is coz I could never put a word to it). But I don't hate them(my bros are SGs too and I don't hate them. They are nice guys..hee..),only I don't have a preference for them. So sorry SGs..but you never know eh, I could end up with them one day. (But pray hard not!) ehe..

Now what else..oo yeah, took a cab this morning. And you know what, the driver farted! Urhh..the smell could just killed me! That's why I just hate taking a ride with those old drivers. They usually had a badly maintained cab (seats torn, smelly interior). On top of that, bad driving. This driver drove off before I even closed the door. And he drive ever so slowly, trying to hike up the fare eh? And one more thing, he's not sure of the way..ahh, just can't stand taxi drivers who's not sure of the way to places. They are supposed to be drivers aren't they? I can excused them if the places are those "ulu-ulu" places. But the office I worked in is a government office and they should know that..bahh! Anyway, I got to work in time even if it's already a teeny late..

Think that's enough blabbering for that moment eh? I got to do something today to clear this conscience I've harbour for quite sometimes. Got to do what I got to do. Pray for me yeah..