10.25 pagi


current mood: Grumpy. Very, very grumpy..hurmphh!!


~13 days now..~

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10.44 malam

*admiring*..how's my new layout? ok? hee..just feel like a change tonite, anyway I like the colour..my favorite :)

so how's my day today? ermm, like my entry this morning. Grumpy, I'm feeling like a grumpy old woman. Even my colleague said so..why me so grumpy today eh? I grumble at the sight of anything and practically everything. I grumble at the emails sent and need to be reply. Grumble at the financial system I'm using. Grumble when I've to take my temperature for the day. Grumble..grumble..grumble.. I'm touchy too. Well, maybe it just the hormones..working on overtime today. Or it is because I'm still not over yesterday. Yeah, was so pissed off yesterday evening and maybe I'm not over yet. As a result? Emails with sacarstic but "educating" remarks are sent out. Some people need to be shaken abit and that include the assistant director and senior officers. hrumphh!! But nevertheless, I survived today even though I grumbled throughout the day. And tomorrow..it's a holiday! Time to rest and cool myself off..:)

Feeling much, much better today. Counting the days and hours..*S*

Dear, you finished your second paper today. And guess you will do well? Insyallah..just one more paper to go. And till we meet, you are always in my heart and mind...

9.50 malam

Having this angry and dissatisfied feelings deep in me. Tak tahu kat mana dan pada siapa hendak di luahkan.

isk..!!

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12.45 tengahari (lunch time) *but was only posted @ 9.24 malam

*was updating while doing my office work, excuse me yeah..hee..;)
eh..no update for yesterday huh? Sorry for that. Was too tired after watching a series of must-watch-every-Monday-nights-programmes (999, followed by Misteri Nusantara then to Friends).

Following is my offline-entry, my thoughts early this morning. Managed to scribble it in my diary. Here it goes:

9 am

Living a life so perfectly is hard, really hard. Anyway, is it even possible in the first place? Try to live a life without making even the slightest mistake. It's very difficult when you're only human (and to be reminded i'm ONLY HUMAN..), when mistakes are part and parcel of life itself. What's life without making mistakes?

Am I trying to be a perfectionist? Coz I know I'll never be one. And can never be one. Don't wish to be one too. I do make mistakes, but I can't afford to make them. Can I? ermm..excuse my ramblings will you? Just letting those pent up words and feelings out..

On an entirely different note..was on my way to work when this song was aired...


God Must Have Spent A Little More Time On You

Can this be true
Tell me can this be real
How can i put into words what i feel
My life was complete
I thought i was whole
why do i feel like i'm losing control
Never thought that love could feel like this
and you changed my world with just one kiss
How can it be that right here with me
theres an angel
its a miracle


Your love is like a river
Peaceful and deep
Your soul is like a secret that i never could keep
when i look into your eyes
I know that it's true
god must have spent a little more time on you
In all of creation all things great and small
you are the one that surpasses them all
more precious then any diamond or pearl
they broke the mold when you came in this world
And i'm trying hard to figure out just how i ever did without
the warmth of your smile
the heart of a child
thats deep inside
leaves me purified


Your love is like a river
Peaceful and deep
Your soul is like a secret that i never could keep
when i look into your eyes
I know that it's true
god must have spent a little more time on you
Never thought that love could feel like this
and you changed my world with just one kiss
How can it be that right here with me
theres an angel
its a miracle


Your love is like a river
Peaceful and deep
Your soul is like a secret that i never could keep
when i look into your eyes
I know that it's true
god must have spent a little more time on you


Reminds me of someone who was in and out of life like a lightning. One moment he was there, in another flash of light he was gone. The last I saw of him was seeing his walking to KLCC Lrt Station, bading goodbye to me. Never did I know, that was the first and the last I saw him. Nevertheless, his presence in my life did left a faint mark in my heart. But he was there for a while only. Now what was left of him was..ermm, barely nothing...

just a faint memory..so far away...


current song: Menadah Gerimis - Ziana Zain

8.24 malam

[Just a feeling..]

Just having this nice feeling. The feeling which is rushing thru me back and forth is just unexplainable. A feeling you got for doing something out of love and care for someone. Even though how big or small it is, size doesn't matter. What matters most is the thought and doing it with ikhlas. And it is such a nice, nice feeling..*S*

I feel good..te de de de..(hee..just sound like the one on NTV7).

On something different but makes me kinda of feel good too..Siti Nurhaliza just bagged 2 awards out 6 nominations!! Ahhh..what a change eh? From the usual "asyik-asyik siti". And yes, it feels good to see other talents getting to be on stage receiving the awards. Congrats to Siti..Siti Sarah, that girl got a big talent in her and it will be no surprise that she will toppled Siti Nurhaliza one day. Well, I'm not anti-Siti Nurhaliza..don't get me wrong. I like her songs but won't you get kinda of bored seeing she winning all the time (eveb though you can't deny she's good) and hearing comments that she is a sure winner in every category that she's running for? urhh..it really gets to me. So yesterday's AIM was really a fresh one. With Anuar Zain winning too (like his hair..haa..). And also Spider, love their songs :)

Even though it's Sunday night, the Monday blues have not really get to me. Guess it's the nice feeling taking over for change. Or just with the days drawing me nearer and nearer..i feel good..te de de de..:D

Just a little something for you to show how much YOU mean to me...*S*

I've bought PS2..woweee!! hee..

9.46 pagi

Just something to brighten up the Sunday morning..:)


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Was still so sleepy. But can't sleep with all those dreams I'm having, bad dreams. Getting a headache trying to get myself to sleep. It's better to get up then, get myself some breakfast!

~16 days now..~

2.37 petang

current song: Any One of Us - Gareth Gates

haah!! Finally, I'm home on a Saturday. Waking up late (just a teeny weeny late..hee..), reading the newspaper, idling, watching tv. My long-awaited not-working-Saturday is finally here. After waiting since March. Yeah, cause that period marks the start of the busy period for closing of financial year 2002 and everybody will have to work for 5 1/2 days. And that is very tiring for me. Just being able to rest fully on a Sunday. bahh..! Work aside eh..hee..

Was watching news and reading newspapers just now. And I can't deny feeling a bit worried about all this virus that's spreading like wildfire. One moment I was not so worry, thinking that this virus seems so big and serious only because of all the news about it everywhere..tv, radio, papers and that it will die off soon. But another moment, seeing all the damage the virus is doing to everything. People, environment, economy. People are dying everywhere. And the death toll is still rising. This really grip me, losing the people you love to the virus. It's really sad. Just can't bear the thought. Can't imagine the girl who was known here as the Super Infector (the first one to be detected with the virus which infected her while she was on holiday to Hong Kong). She is now recuperating in a hospital here. But she had lose her family to the disease. First to succumbed to the virus was her father. Follow suit by her mother. And she had infected others too. Who had infected others. And the virus just broke lose. Now she only had her grandmother with her. The hospital is reluctant to release her as they are afraid of the public's reaction to her. But they also didn't want to hide the truth of what the virus that she had brought back from her trip has done. The reason for doing this is to prepare her who whatever that will happen should she be released sooner or later.

But this virus like everything else, has its good and bad. The good part is the public is now more conscious about cleanliness. Taking care of our ownself and family a little bit more. (same goes for my parents, taking my temperature everyday and providing vitamin C tablet for me..love both of you *S*). But there are still unresponsible people around. Like this recent case whereby he went to the market despite feeling sick with high fever. He only went to the doctor five days later and was later discovered to be infected with the virus. As a result, 2,500 people selling at the market and their buyers had to be quarantined. Unresponsible act, right? Another case was a man who refuse to get treatment from the doctor and had infected his whole family. Until he had to be arrested and brought to the clinic for treatment. These people are a threat to the public. Despite knowing that they are infected with the virus, they continued with their normal life routine and infecting more and more people in the course.

There was also a recent happening at my own workplace. On the 2nd floor of the ministry I'm working for is the Syariah Court. It was a normal day with the public waiting to be counselled or to settle their marriage problems. There also kids and babies around. This lady who was also waiting for her turn, came up to one of the officers working there and told her she's carrying the virus. Can you imagine the havoc that it caused??!! The public were ushered out but they were to remain in the building for medical check-up. The Syariah Court was immediately closed. Lifts were stopped to enable the cleaners to clean and stelirized the places. But after all the upheaval that it had caused, later it was found out that it was only a false alarm! The lady was arrested for questioning. Just wonder what was in the mind of the lady when she said she was infected with the virus, was she suffering stress and doing that out of a sound mind? Wallahualam. But certainly her act had given a real scare to those people. As a result of that, the security in the building has been made tighter. Any visitors other than the staff of the building had to exchange their IDs for a visitor's pass and also to declare the health. Security guards are also put on alerts should there be anybody who declare themselves as healthy despite looking pale and sick. For staff of the building including me, we had to wear the staff pass all the time and there's also a sticker stick on the pass declaring ourself free of the virus. What a change to the surroundings whereby public can come in and out without ease in the past. In a way, I do feel safe with all the precautions the ministry is taking but at the same time, I can't help but be reminded of the virus which might be anywhere. You never know..

As for the bad part, you can see a minority of the public shunning those people that had been on the front line fighting the virus. The doctors and nurses are given the cold shoulder when seen in public. They are treated badly despite putting themselves everyday, each and every time they deal with a patient suffering from the virus. Can we just be a little more helpful by giving them words and encouragement with all the burdens they are carrying on their shoulders. We should understand they have their own family and ones that they love too. To me, they are warriors in their line of duties. Doing so much and getting all the sarcasm.

And despite all this, I'm planning a trip across the Causeway. hee..can't help it lah. Have not been there for quite sometime. It has to be now.. (not never...). Moreover, I'm not going to those countries which are highly risked countries. Just to Malaysia. And I've been monitoring and seen that Malaysia had been quite effective in doing their part to control the virus. Only one death had been reported (correct me if I'm wrong with the fact) and 3 or 4 more infected. There has been no outbreak. And I should feel safe visiting the country. Just take the necessary precautions and we will be fine, insyallah :)

woahhh..what a long entry huh? Just letting my mind clear of all the thoughts I've been carrying all week. Time to let it go.

Looking at the calendar, just for another 2 weeks, I'll be working for the full 5 1/2 days. After that...I'll be off for my long-awaited-deserved-holiday :)

~So for the record again, 17 days more to go..*S*~ (forgot the countdown yesterday, must have been so frustrated with work..haa!!)

Happy weekend!!

12.35 tengahari

Down again yesterday..with fever! This had been happening the whole of this week. I just wonder is there something wrong with my body temperature..? I will feel fine in the day, but towards the evening my body temperature will rise, forcing me to have an early, but restless sleep. Yeah, restless sleep. How could I fall asleep with that kind of heat in me? Maybe got to heed mom's advice one of these days, visit the doctor tell him of my condition. Just hope there's nothing seriously wrong with me..*worried*

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elo twinnie a.k.a nenny..:) how's your studying coming along? I might have to work tomorrowlah. So frustated. Have been feeling alot of frustration at work lately. I love my job before but right now, feeling less passion for it. I've raised umpteen times to have a cover for my duty. But what become of it? Just talks, meeting, arrangements..but nothing come out of it! The same goes when I will be taking the long vacation break next month. Up till now, still no cover is being set up for me. What the heck! Why should I worry when my superior don't worry so much as me? But I'll be at the receiving end of all the big mess up should I'm not around to do my duties. So I shouldn't be taking leave or MCs? Just can't wait for May. They will be driven up the wall when they can't locate me through my handphone. *biar diaorang tahu langit ni tinggi ke rendah, kata my fren..hee..* - like as if I'm so important huh? ;) I'm not actually but I'm just like a dumping ground. For them to just dump anything that other people don't want to commit themselves to. So if anything goes wrong, who got the blame? Me, of course!!

ermm..this frustrated feeling really spoil my friday. Really hope that I don't have to come back tomorrow. Have been working on Saturdays since March. Thought of taking a rest with all this sickness feeling I've got...urhhh! So frustrated!!

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7.35 pagi

Hi Twinnie .. sakit lagi ke .. ishkk tu lah.. asyik berpikiran jek .. kan dah sakit ... better take care of yourself .. nanti tak leh countdown camner... and now wif the SARs around .. lagi susah weyy ..... Me pun ni .. tiap tiap hari ... take panadol .. sbb rase tak sedap badan with my back pain alot more now .. n with the stress of studying and remembering everything I studied. .. haiiihhhh....

Yesterday ... so tired... dari pagi hingga ke mlm .. was in skool to study ... penat sakan .... Belajar tak abis abiss... tapi rase.. lebih senang tuk concentrate... since everyone around you are studying... kalo kat umah .. mana nak makan .. minum .. nak tgk TV lah .. nak kena gi kedai lah . nak kena masak lah heahehhehe.. macam2lahhh ehheehehe...

Besok 26 april .. ermmmm .. still wonder.. n wonders.... still no confirmation lagi .. haiihh... :-(
Kalo tak jadi .. then I go skool aje .. meet up with my frens n do revisions je lahhhh nampaknyaa...... terpaksa lah bertahan... hingga ermmm bila eh... mid-May? haiihhh tak tahu lagi lahhh...

oklah .. better go now ... wanna go skool early today ... pssst .. psssttt.. today I got a date tau! ahhahahhahaahaha...

tata ... take care !!!
7.45 pagi

12.45 tengahari

[Down but not out..yet]


No entry for yesterday. Was sick, went to bed after dinner. Woke up at 9.30 for Isya'. Running high fever, again..??! Wonder what's wrong with me lately. My body temperature had been running up and down. Will feel fine in the day but my fever will start to rise in the late evening till the wee hours of the morning or even till the next morning. Worried sick..

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1.05 tengahari

[sick of SARs...]


Was late for work this morning..ermm, I was early actually. But when I was walking towards the train station, the feeling of dizziness struck me. Was pespiring alot when I reached the station and was feeling very light-headed by then. I don't want to take the usual train route and risk fainting in the crowded train (at this time when the SARs virus is hitting us very hard, the people around you can be very unhelpful. They are just being too overcautious). So I decided to take the train that goes all the way to the interchange (which was only 2 stations away) and get a seat for myself. Sit down and try to overcalm the sick feeling. Luckily, I felt better when the train reached the station where I've to hopped off to another train.

I'm better now but don't know when the evening comes later if my temperature will rise again. Just wondering what's wrong with me??

Things on my mind:

Got to ask him about his photos with me

Apply another 2 days leave for my holidays

Sent out email informing of my absence in May (no cover for my duties again, darn!!)

ermm..what else??


Anyway bro called. Might be buying Playstation 2 this weekend, yeah!! Finally..hee, so excited :D And also, the paper went fine for him..great, Alhamdulillah! One down, two more to go! :)

So on to the countdownnnnnnnnnnnnnn now..19 days more..wowee, the number 2 is finally down..heh! Just two more weeks at work..*dum dee dum..dee dum* *S*

1.20 tengahari

[Am I way too weak...]


It's a fine day. Nothing too much at work. And soal hati pun dah settle. :) So what makes me tick and kinda of a bit pissed off? ermm..I have this feeling that I'm being used, people are taking me for granted!

Remember the new financial system that I'm now using at work, that got me poring over those manuals for hours? Well, one of my colleagues who was also using the system in another dept called me up..asking why was her payment unposted and where shall she find the payment dates. I who were occupied with the system too, was a little bit pissed off so I asked her *sarcastically* didn't you read the notes. Am I supposed to read the notes for all of you? (but I did this with a laughter to go with it. Don't know and don't care if the laughter make it all more sarcastic. Coz that's not what I meant to do. The laughter was meant to "soften" the remarks.) And her reply??!! "yeah, don't read the notes. Don't know just ask you lah.." What the...??!! I was so frustrated. Everybody is new to the system. So why I can read the manuals and ask questions if I don't understand and she can't??!! I've been getting alot of these lately. Somehow or rather, it's gets around that I'm quite fluent with the system already so just forward any questions and queries to me..bahh!! Where did they get that? I'm still struggling with the new system. Any queries that I had, either I seek the help of my superior or if she's at loss too, I will login to the helpdesk online. That's the purpose of the helpdesk, guys!!

Some people might say that I'm being unhelpful. It's just that I don't mind helping if you have read the manuals, follow the instructions but still at loss like some of my colleagues here. But these guys just want to be spoonfeed. They don't want to and not interested to know how the system work. What they want is just a fast way of how to get their work done.

This is so frustrating..bahh!!

anyway, on a more softer tone (got to get that frustrated feeling out of my head) good luck to YOU. All the best! *S*

~and it's nowwwwwwwwwwwwww 20 days! ~

ciao for now..!!

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9 pagi

Selamat PaGi .... kepada sumernya! aharkzz... alamak lambat baca yours lah .. tadi awal pagi sempat chat ngan JaXx yg baru balik dari GiGGs.. it was abt 12.35am there....(7.35am this morning Spore time).. anyway hes fine ...

Haiihh... smlm dah lah tersentapp .....moncong sendirian gitu hahahahhaa.. baru padan muka kita Hmmm.. rasenya macam tak jaadi dia dtg this 26th.. haiiihh..... nasib lah kalo dia tak datangg.... tapi tak apa .. leh study hehehee... Terpaksa lah tunggu sampai bulan depann (",)

Ermm oklah .. nanti mlm leh sambung lagi lah ... nak siap siap pergi skolah ..


hahahhaa.. aku berjaya mewarnakan ayat-ayat ku ini eheheehhe

in your house
i long to be
room by room
patiently
i'll wait for you there
like a stone
i'll wait for you there
alone

11.00 malam

song: Purnama Merindu - Siti Nurhaliza

was feeling so, so down earlier this evening. But now, I'm feeling much, much better now. After those words, thanks dear :) Entah kenapa, aku terlebih-lebih emo plak hari ni...ermm..but everything is ok now. Maybe I just want a teeny weeny bit of attention, that's all I ask for. And I finally I got it, after sulking for half of the evening? Even though, it happened after I apologise. But he apologise earlier, he knows there something wrong when I asked more of his attention. I know I should have understood his situation, but..ermm, guess I miss him and want more of his attention tonite. Thanks for the words, dear. You know I feel the same..*S*

haa..melancholy feeling aside..heh! Hari ni berbagai rasa yang ada. Pagi tadi, aku rasa risau. Worried about him.*why did I feel too much about and the found out late last night, you are in that situation. Coincedence?* Then, throughout the day, I feel fine. Was busy updating those ledger books. All was fine, till that phonecall. But maybe, I was too sensitive and him, too tired. But all is fine now..:)

Sambil dengar lagu Purnama Merindu ni, it reminds me of someone..someplace. It was I think, a few years back during one of my holidays at Century Makhota Hotel. Kira time mudo-mudo lah, sekarang ni tua dah..hee..:D Masa tu aku temankan my cuzzins at the swimming pool and there's this guy. And you know, he looks like who? Zamani..penyanyi pojaan sehingga sekarang..heh! Guess I just like his voice, his face (chinese look) and the long hair :) So meeting someone that was like him..wowee! Make my heart go faster..hee, and to cut the story short we soon got to know each other. Even my family liked him. He was a student under training therelah while doing his course. And our friendship go beyond that first meeting. During each of our holidays to Melaka, my family will stayed over there and we will meet. I secretly liked him at that time..hahah, just a crush kot? Entahlah, but I do like him. Tapi entah macamana, we lost contact. So what has my story got to do with Purnama Merindu? Well, that song was playing at the radio while I was standing at the balcony overlooking the swimming pool admiring him at work..hee. Aaa..forgot to mention, know what is him name? Zam..yes, it's for real. But not Zamani, of course..hee..

Got to sign off now.

To twinnie, thanks for the entry..ayarks, the countdown is what keep me going now. By the way, I've already applied for my leave. 2 weeks..yihaa! Sent my regards to Jaxx if you see him online. And you, don't get so stressed out. Ok? :)

To my dear, best of luck for your xm tomorrow. Thanks for everything..lebiu..*S*

~and it's 21 days still! ~

current song: When You Told Me You Loved Me

When you told me you loved me
Did you know it would take me the rest of my life
to get over the feeling of knowing
A dream didn't turn out right
When you let me believe that you weren't complete
Without me by your side
how could I know
That you would go
That you would run
Baby, I thought you were the one

switt drimmz now..till tomorrow..

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9 mlm

aiyohhh... tak abish abishh.. buat countdown .. mana tak stress haehahehehhe... rilekk lah beb!!! hahehehehhehe The day will come lahh.... InsyaAllah.....

Anyway... wat a day for me .. dah smlm tido kul 3 pagi.. sambil cari info for my marketing notes.. and at the same time chatting with my TwiNNers ;-) at least.. got company while studying ...

Pagi ni pas suboh tido balik .. dannn terlambat bangun tuk ke skolah .. sepatutnya berada di library skolah pd kul 9 pagi .. tapi kul 9 masih atas tilam yg empukk.. badan lakk sakit.. entahlah ..kerna kena dek tangan akak urut smlm agaknya .. ishkk rase macam nak demam jek ni ...

Sampai skolah dah kul 12.. baca notes... then kul 1.30tgh gi makan tgh hari ... ngan my fren .. ermmm pastu sambung blajar kul 2.30 hingga kul 5ptg.. baru balik .. by the time sampai umah .. dah kul 7.30mlm.. haiiihh.. letih betul ... pas solat sumer.. makan mlm .. dan terus dok depan pc ni .. ermmm .. apa lagi check sumer emails.. delete apa yg patut... forward yg mana menarik .. dan.. lastly .. buat entry disini .. :p

Ermmm.. should i .. go to bed now .. and wake up later to study .. atau .. ermm sambung belajar... ishk ... wonder.. n wonder... and ermmm.. rasenya .. baik gi rehat.. dan tido dulu lah ... pagi nanti bangun awal .. sambung belajar lah ... sok nak gi lib skolah lagi nak study hingga mlm .. ermmm

ok .. lah .. off now .. go solat isyak . and then .. go BOBOKzzzzzzzz!!!

11.35 pagi


morning mood: worried, so worried and moody :(

current mood: *sigh* what a relief, happy feeling overcome me *S* Thank Allah for that!


opss, can't stay long. Got to finish updating the ledger books by today.


ciao!

but before that..21 days now! *SS* (double smile..hee..)

10.07 malam

erkkss!! hate it when you said that twinnie, about your fiance. Just a few more days to go and me..? 22 days more to go..iskk. Nevermind, patience will pay me reallyyyyy good..hee..*wink, wink*

Sorry, didn't reply your earlier message at YM. Was watching tv with my half-closed eyes. Trying to keep my eyes open.

But think I can't help it anymore. Going off to my bed now.

See you people tomorrow, on a Tuesday minus the blues...hopefully eh? ;)

opss..before that, I repeat..22 days more!! *S*

nitezzzzzzz..

haiihh.. tak abissssabishhh.. MONDAY BLUES:p ... u should have not think about it lah .. its all psychology.. if u dont think it as MONDAY BLUES it wont happen as blues...may it can be pink ke... yellow ke.. greeen ke.. ahahhehheheehahahahahehehee.. rite?

Yeah I missed our lunchdate at MacKenzie ... and our dinners .. either @ BurgerKing or MagicWok... or LPS ... ermmm think we have to make plans only after 1st May... oopss.. rather after your hanimun yaa... :p

Heyy... just while typing all this.. i recd SMS by ... [oh how i missed him...] hehehe... my ANIKI... hehehheee... he ask bila me kawin? kelako lah dia ni .. tetiba antar sms tanya bila kawin..?? btw he replied saying he goin to be a dad insyaallah ni Aug...

Adoiii .. my body aching .. after so long tak gi urut.. tadi pergi .. haiseeyy. macam nak nangiss bila akak tu tekannn sana.. tekannn sini .. urut sana.. urut sini .. skrg ni sakittttttttt maakkk!!!! Terpaksa ambik painkillers!

oh no!!.. dah kul 9 mlm?!?!? ohh shootz!!! bila nak start my revisions ni ... !?!?! ok lah .. better take care of myself .. my mind n body n soul.. exams coming BEB!!! and ehhehee... my fiance coming too ahhaakkaahhaha.......... jgn marah TWiNNie ...

8.13 malam

[Monday is over and done with..!]

yeah, I survived Monday! Like I always did..hee, tapi kenapa awal sangat rasa ngantuk dah nie..ermm, waktu isya' pun tak masuk lagi. Sampai rumah tadi, mandi, solat Asar pas tu tunggu solat Maghrib sekali. Lepas solat, dinner. Selesai semua tu, baca paper sat..laa nie, dok ngadap pc plak. Tapi kenapa aku rasa ngantuk ni, iskk..!! Nak kata letih sangat pun takdelah pun...ohh, sebab aku tidur kol 5 pagi kot pagi tadi? haa..mesti itulah sebab dia..hee, terlupa tadi.

Tadi, masa dalam train tu terfikir gak aku..life ni a ROUTINE jek. Bangun pagi, pergi kerja. Petang, balik kerja. Mandi..solat, makan..tengok tv kalau sempat then it's off to bed. Itulah rutin aku seharian on weekdays. Boring? Well, sometimes it does. Cuma aku tak hiraukan sangat..yalah, nak ubah rutin tu camna kan? You'll have to work so..Kekadang tu ada gak gi dinner or lunch occassionally ngan twinnie tu..tapi sekarang ni dia tengah bz ngan xm. So my rutin will be home ----> office ----> home. Boringggggg..but what to do eh?

huhhh..really so sleepy. Don't know will I get thru watching 999,Misteri Nusantara and Friends later tonite ke tidak ni..

12.35 tengahari (lunch time..finally, half a day of this mandom Monday is gone..haahh!)

[Bluey..bluey Monday]


it's 7 already? ohhh, shucks..I'm late again! Nielah gara-gara falling asleep kol 5 pagi. Tapi aku dah tidur sebelum tu, cuma woke up at 4 and going back to sleep nearly 5. Memula tu thought nak bangun terus lah, but fikir-fikir it's too earlylah. So back to sleep till the clock strike 7, arhhh..why do I have to be late on a Monday?!

Anyway, why do office hours have to start at 8 or 8.30 am? Kenapa tak mula ofis hour at say, 10 am? hee..it'll be good for "late-wakers" *ada such word ke? ermm..hee..;) like me. These questions keep pondering at my brains while I got ready to begin another day at work. Urhh..Monday is such a drag for me. Macam enjin nak start. Memula tu meragamlah dia kan, bila enjin tu dah panas perjalanan pun lancar je. Betul tak? Same goes like me, once Monday is over and done with other days will be fine with me. Smooth going :)

But come to think about it I shouldn't have drag the coming of a new day, new week. Sebabnya? If today is not here, how will the rest of the week will be here? If the rest of the week will not be here, how is May going to come? And if May will not be here, how will my holidays come nearer? huh..hee, good theory eh? Just to uplift the spirit to go thru this bluey, bluey Monday.

Lagipun sekarang dah lunch time. Half a day more to survive this bluey Monday.And I know I will survive like each and every time I did it. :D


current thought in my brain: a lot to jot down here. Thinking all the way to the office. Thinking and thinking...

things to be completed before my holidays -
- get a passport photo ready to be submitted together with the Golden Point Awards submission
- prepare the poetry submission for both Malay and English section

11.46 malam

[A Phone Call A Day Keeps The Blues Away..]

anybody have seen "my mood?" Cause I kinda of misplaced it. I have been searching for it the whole day. aa..there you are, where've you been? Deserting me?

sorry guys, but that's how I feel. So down and moody today. Tak tau kenapa. Been searching for the reason, but just couldn't lay a finger on it. Rasa sebak, sedih..ermm, naper ek? But found "my mood" with just a phone call. Funny eh? That's what you call the power of love..ahaha, crap!

actually, i want to reminisce myself in some past memories. But think that have to wait, till I feel much, much better. Right now, I'm still feeling a bit bluey. So got to get myself some sleep and hope I'll feel much better tomorrow. Just something that got me thinking just now, why was feeling moody and down associated with the colour blue? Even monday blues, it's blue too. Ever wonder why?

twinnie, saw the Audioslave vid. Sempoi jek Chris tu kan? And he's seriously handsome and maybe..just maybe, seriously sexy too? haa..:D

23 days now..yihaaa!!

nite-nite..and don't wake up to a bluey monday..

To twinnie, don't get so stress up. You've been there, done that. I know you can do it. Happy studying!

And to YOU(the founder of "my mood"), didn't know you care so much..*S*

ciao!

harlow twinnie ..
me so tired.. n pain .. ermmm .. n the stress is worst now .. EXAMS are comingg .. uuwaakk!! tolonggg... bila lah nie sumer nak abiss... ishk ishk ishkkk .. I will waitt for you there ... like a stone...... Chris Cornell .. so cute lahhhhh

12.34 mlm

[Saturday's night couch potato]

(trying to find songs to keep me awake..skip those ballads song..||> )

song: Faint - Linkin Park
(blaring in my headphones, to keep the sound down so as not to awake the dead..erkss, the ones sleeping..)

it's the not last entry again huh? ingat nak post lagi for the yesterday entry but guess the weekend got me first? As what I said earlier, I was out of the office at one sharp. Kebetulan plak, my pc hang at 12.55..coincidence? fate..hee..Nasib aku dah dapat figure out the new system a weeny a bit and manage to transfer those funds that need to be used on Monday...fuuhh, i only manage to understand half of it..how the system works transferring the funds to the accounts we keyed in. Tapi at least, the funds is in..so the rest of "fine-tuning" the system will have to wait till I spent another 2 hours staring at those manuals..urhh!!

so what was I up to today? ermm, nothing much..balik at one, sampai rumah 2 plus. Ingat nak rehat (tdoooooooo..*S*) jap..but sleep never come around till around 5 in the afternoon.

malam tadik, after dinner and solat isya..my evening was spent flicking thru the tv channels..hee, the weekend is the only time i spent a bit more time watching tv. Kalau hari biasa tu, tak sempat. So I was flicking thru TV3 (Majalah 3), RTM1 (FFM-16) and NTV7 (Konsert Rakyat) the whole evening till 11 plus. Sambil2 keeping my eyes on the novel I'm currently reading; Setulus Cinta. Majalah 3 is interesting tonite, especially about ternakan lembu and production of susu Fernleaf in NZ. FFM-16 was a bit boring. Or is it me? Entahlah, but I just find the long, ucapan of terima kasih to this person and that person kinda of irritating tonite. So that's where I flick to TV3, the advertisement is on. Urggh..NTV7 then, erkss..penyanyi maner nie? ermm..popstars? well, voice not bad. But don't feel like watching, flicking back to FFM. Still those irritant thank-you speech. So back to my reading. That's what I did all night? Pathetic? naa..guess it's ok for my typical saturday :)

current thoughts flashing in my brain: got to get the story ready to be submitted for the Golden Point Award. Deadline: 23rd Mei 2003. Got to get it done before I zoom off for my holiday.Done!

what else? guess that's it. Off for tonite..


song: Stranger By The Day - Shade Apart (introduced by an x-friend..ermm, x-friend??)


signing off for real now..

switt drimmz...

opss..before I forget, so it's 24 days now? :D

yeah..yeah, goin now..:P

11.36 pagi

[Just me, the office and these manuals!]

the weekend is here again, but I'm stuck at the office..urh! Tapi takper, less than 2 hours I'm outta of here for my wonderful weekend..erkss! wonderful weekend of staying at home? Not practically wonderful lah, but that's counted wonderful for someone who's working like me...hmm, confusing? Forget it lah..hee, whatever it is I'm looking forward for my weekend which is going to start the moment the clock strike one.

I've been staring at these manual for the last one hour and I still can't figure out this new system..arhhh!! This is frustrating! Well, you see..we are using this financial system to get most of our work done here and recently it shifted to a web based system. And I still can't get the hang of it. Camner nak transfer funds nie? ermm, I can't even access to the cost centre..do my MAO (Management Accounting Officer) needs to provide me with the access first before I can proceed? If that is so, then nothing much can be done as my officer is not around today. But I still need to figure this thing out! Urhhh!!

What other thing do I need to do beside that d*** transferring of funds I need to complete..? Yeah, reply my boss email before she chased me. What else? ermm..update my office calendar..and maybe do some payment. But I got to try my hands on that new system..ermm..

Back to these manuals...bahh!!

~25 days more now..~ *S*

one last entry for the day...erkss, it's past 12, so it's first entry for the day instead? anything lah..:D

~the countdown..26 days more to go!! ~

ciao..

[gone for the night...]

6.53 ptg (tunggu azan maghrib)

i'm feeling much, much better now. Had a ermm..kind of cheerful conversation with DIA. Cheerful ke? ermm, sort of lah..not like yesterday..

So on a totally different note, aku received email nie semalam:

From: "Noble House Publishers"
To: aniez14@yahoo.com
Subject: May we publish your poetry in the U.K.?
Date: Wed, 16 Apr 2003 19:21:21 -0400

N o b l e H o u s e
London – Paris – New York

Noble House London
Poets House
2 Harrington Road
Leytonstone
London E11 4QW
England

Noble House Paris
Centre MBE
2 Bis Avenue Durante
06000 Nice
France

Noble House New York
Empire State Building
Suite 3304-19Q
New York, NY 10118


Office of the Publisher
Poetry Division
London, U.K.

16 April, 2003

Dear Noor,

As you may know, Noble House ...

Recently I had the pleasure of reading the poetry that you have had published in the United States. I congratulate you on this grand endeavour, and propose to you that your singular talent and vision deserves appropriate recognition in Europe as well.

For this reason, I have posted this letter to request your permission to include one of your favourite poems in Theatre of the Mind - a new poetry edition that is being published in the U.K. by Noble House and slated for worldwide distribution . . . a collection of poetry that is perhaps unlike any you have ever seen . . . one where each poem is featured on its own page, and one whose quality is reminiscent of the finest 19th century antique poetry books.

Hearken back.....
Scheduled for release in early Summer 2003, Theatre of the Mind will surely become one of your most treasured keepsakes. Your publication in this edition will establish you as an international author and afford you the respect and admiration attendant to such an honour. International Copyright notice for your poetic artistry will, of course, be in your name, assuring that you will retain worldwide rights to your work of art.

Best of all, should you decide to obtain a copy of the edition for your personal library.....

Noor, you may also wish to consider giving the public some insight about you and your artistry for this poetic showcase . . . perhaps the meaning behind your poem, or your own philosophical perspective. Because an entire page in the book is devoted to honouring your poetry, we can feature this additional material about you and your poetry on the recto leaf opposite your poem (you will thus have two full pages devoted to you and your artistry).

Noor, may we have permission to publish your work in the United Kingdom? Regardless of whether you purchase a copy or not, the international public deserves to see more of your artistic talent. You may submit your poem and biographical information, and give us permission all within the confines of the next page. And if you are inclined to order a copy of Theatre of the Mind, you may also do so at the same time.

Sincerely,

Nigel Hillary
Publisher,
Poetry Division

(i cut some parts of the email..too lengthylah)

ermm, the first thought that came to my mind bila dapat email nie..'wow, my poem went as far as UK??' Memanglah sebelum nie there's a poem of mine which was included in and published in US (shuckss! aku dah terlupa title of the book but it's a compilation of poetry). But that was a few years back. And now this? Is this for real? Tak sure lah plak. I did try to find some more information at their website, but nothing much can be obtained from there. Don't know whether I'll go for it ke tak..but no harm trying kan? Cuma if the book is published and read, I will lose out on the royalties lah kan? hee..cam skrang ni aku tak tau berapa banyak copies for the coffee table book of poetry compilation that published my poetry was sold. But guess, I will give it a try lah..tapi tengoklah kalau kot2 idea ni tak membeku. Kalau membeku? Tak dapet eden nak menolong..;)

Here I include the poem. Nothing much..but do enjoy it *S*:

Forgotten Love

I love you
But it's left unsaid.

I miss you,
But it's been forgotten.

With no trace and no route,
Cause I'm nobody to you,
Just a passing shadow in the dark.
When light befallen, I'm gone from your heart.

Now you're gone,
With no trace and no route;
And I'm lost without you by my side . . .
But I'm nobody to you,
Just a passing shadow in the night . . .

I love you,
But it's better left unsaid.

I miss you,
But it's best forgotten.

'Cause you're gone,
With no trace and no route.


opss..guess my entry nie pun dah too lengthy ek? sorry..;)

2.58 ptg (sambil chatting with my twinnie..)

(winamp blaring in the background)

more than half a day untuk hari cuti nie dah over..? ermm..why time flies when you are having fun? hee..itu yang selalu orang cakapkan..but not too say i'm having fun lah rite now. Staying at home on a public holiday..taklah sesuwaiiiiiii kalau nak cakap fun kan? But well..it's relaxing. The best thing is dapatler bangun lewat sket..hee..:D

ermm, but guess my holiday today started on a wrong note..ermm, puncanya malam semalam. Conversation malam semalam is made up of keluhan panjang, angry words (not exactly angry words that hurt, but more of what our feelings are like at that moment). And of course, I feel hurt. But we are not angry with each other. Tapi entahlah, but whatever it is the conversation ends in a good note, with all those since, true words of our feelings. But nevertheless, I feel asleep with tears in my eyes. And woke up, feeling just a little bit better. We talked just now as if what happened yesterday never did happened. Cumer satu yang aku suker tentang DIA, we will never end our conversation if any party is hurt/angry with whatever the other party said. Actually, maybe DIA terikut2 prinsip aku. Sebab pada aku, kalau kita end the conversation camtu jek..perkara tu takkan selesai. So lebih baik kita selesaikan there and then right? Well..some people might say that since you are angry or hurt, you might need some time away from each other. Just by yourself. But that's me and that's how I think. Terpulang pada individu. Every human has the right to their way of thinking. Tak ada yang betul atau salah. Cuma ianya terletak dari sudut mana kita lihat. So you stick to yours and I'll stick to mine. Ok? ;)

Actually, I've been thinking of updating this blog sejak pagi lagi. But just couldn't find the right mood. Think I never fully recovered from yesterday. Tapi aku tau, I've to get over it. Since DIA pun rasanye dah over and done with yesterday, so why should I still be holding on to it, right? Lagipun, tak seronok harbouring this kind of feeling. Till this feeling get back at you, you will get angry again and repeats what happened yesterday again? I'm getting over it slowly now. Think I will get better soon :)

current problem hogging my brain: how to get back my RM100..urhh!!

current thought in my brain: got to reply my boss's email (the offsite thingy) and an urgent transfer of funds have to be completed by tomorrow.

9.39 mlm

eloo twinnie..saw ur entry..hee, tq. Tks so much..:) Nanti tulis2lah lagi ek..*S*..

back to my journal entries, remember about my promise to update about the Bahasa thingy? well, sad to sad cumer satu jek yang came to my mind:

Singapore slang - "kental" (tatau camner nak xplain maknanye..hee..) And I also couldn't find perkataan dari Bahasa Malaysia yang sesuai untuk terjemahkan "kental" tu. Anyway contoh ayatnye, like: "kau nie kental lah" (ermm..cam a bit outdated). Twinnie, help me out here! hahah..nevermind, i've promise right? Will update those Bahasa thingy soon..hopeful got to think or come across some..:)

So how's my day today? ok, i guess. Nothing much, just got stuck doing payments and more payments using the new system. And it's a real big headache. Not the payments causing it, but the new system..bahh!! Tak user friendly langsung, and lagi banyak fields yang we need to fill in order to complete a payment..think, by this time the administrators on the other side of the system will have their tongue lashing at me!! Maner taknye, everyday sure I login with at least one query..sampaikan sekali tu aku guna ID kawan aku..sbb takmu diaorang fikir.."aikk, budak nie lagi!!" hee..but at least, when they replied to my queries tu, aku sharelah ngan colleagues aku yang guna system yang samer gak...So sharing knowledgelah kan..;)

I was longing to go home even when the clock only shows 3.30..bahh!! hee..coz kenaper tau, think aku nie dah kene holiday mood kot? yalah, esok kan tak keje (public holiday - Vesak Day Good Friday) so blehler releks kat rumah :)

So now I'm at home..free from work, free from the unfriendly system..only me and my PC, at peaceeeeee now..hee..erm, enuff of my babblinglah..see u 'morrow with a fresher piece of mind? hope so..:D

To guys on holiday tomorrow, have a good holiday!

To those working, cheer up..it's the last day of the week. Weekend is around the corner..duh, again??!! ;)

ermmm ... tak tahu lak nak enter apa eh .. tapi .. rasenya ... baik kita ucapkan terima kasih .. kerna diinvite ke sini .. by the AnGeL hehehehe...
anyway ... its interesting ... (",)

6.22 pagi

erkss! *nengok jam lagik* hee, baru jek lepas solat subuh. Nielah entry aku paling awal untuk hari nie dan juga entry paling awal untuk sumer entries yang aku pernah buat kot? hee..raser nak menaip plak awal2 pagi nie :)

ermm..perkara yang aku paling tak suker dengar buat maser skrang nie..,"this is touchlink..bla..bla.." iskk, ampeh tul kalau dengar sora perempuan tu, uishhhh..eh, tapi bukan salah sora tu pun..hee, cumer memang tensen kalau asyik dengar sora tu dok repeat2 ayat yang samer gak. Sbb itu maknanye, no yang cuba aku call tu takde reception (out of coverage) ataupun di-off kan...uwaaaaa.. Tapi selalunye memang takde coverage lah...akibat dari sora tu yang aku dengar sepanjang malam, sampai terganggu tdo aku. Tapi bleh plak aku bangkit awal nie..;)

lagik nak ceta aper? rasernye cukuplah untuk pagi nie. I will update if i got the time throughout the day, kalau sempatlah. And I will contribute some more to my entries yesterday pasal Bahasa tu..cuba nak ingat2 balik..Ok! :)

So good morning ppl! Have a great day ahead..btw, today is like a friday to me. Why, cos tomorrow is a public holiday..Vesak Day..

Mulakan hari dengan Bismillah...*S*

But before I go..hereeeeeeee's the countdown for the day..

~27 days more to go till THE DAY! ~

ciao!!

note: waiting patiently for my guestwriter to login..:)


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2.55 petang

ayarkss! naper raser letih sangat nie..ermm, baru dekat nak kol 3. Mater ngantuk jangan kater lagikler, mungkin sebab ambil lunch nie kot? Nie yang maleh nak lunch..hee..alasan je ek? ;)

Ada kerja nak buat nie, buat payment. Tapi raser letih + malas + letih + malas..hee, owang nak balikler!

Penat!!

8.53 mlm

azam aku untuk hari nie..nak post hari-hari, bleh tak? hee..ntahlah, naper tetiba jek bersemangat betul aku nak update blog nie. Kalau tak tu, seminggu sekali..maser weekend barulah aku jengah. Tadi pun aku dah hantar invitation kat "twinnie" aku untuk jadi guestwriter kat blog aku nie. Memuler tu segan gakler nak invite org lain kat blog aku nie. Yalah, blog aku nie bayi lagi (alot more to learn and find out!) Tapi terfikir gak, buat aper menulis kalau tak di kongsi. Betul tak? Sekurang-kurangnye bleh dapat opinion org lain..how i can improve this blog. So "twinnie", acceptlah invitation from kiez nie..hee..write watever u want. Tapi jangan kantoikan kiez, udahler..hee, naa..just kidding!

ermm..nak bebel-bebel memalam nie bleh tak? hee..bukannye aper. Tis is sumthing which crosses my mind on my way back from ofis tadi..it's not sumthing new actually. I've thought and think about it..tp tak pernah nak luahkan lah..eh, but I've talked about it lah before..erkkss! here goeslah..:D

actually it's about the Singapore slang..or you called it slanga? Ntahlah, not too sure about that..Tapi kira it's sumthing that I hear everyday..examples like:

(contoh ayat) "aper seh?" atau "parah seh!"

"sia (not sure if I got the spelling correct!) lah kau nie!"

"tak pegi hore-hore?"

ulpss..itu aje yang aku ingat setakat ini (will update if I remember more..*S*) Tau sebab aper aku dah terlupa? Sebab aku dah jarang guna, or can I say tak pernah guna lagik..hee, tak taulah naper jadi camtu..Sampaikan kalau aku bercakap kat phone ke or chatting, ppl will tend to have the impression that I'm a malaysian. Betul, tak tipu! hee..Well, bukanlah as if I'm going to say anything bad about this Singapore slang. It's just that I no longer feel comfortable with it. Pada aku bahasa Malaysia or bahasa yang org malaysia gunakan lebih tepat dan halus..A few examples I quote here:

Singapore slang - "bedek" Bahasa Malaysia - "tipu"

Bahasa Spore - "aisbox" (or spelt as esbok..hee) Bahasa Malaysia - "peti ais"

Bahasa Spore - (ayat contoh) "letak betul-betul.." Bahasa Malaysia - "letak elok-elok.."

and a few more lah..gosh! can't think of any more right now. But I know there's a few more. Janji I will update later k :) So that's just a simple thought from me lah. Now like I said earlier, I'm more comfortable with the way the malaysian speaks. Mungkin pengaruh sekeliling kot..yalah, even though I lived in Singapore tapi lebih banyak kawan kat Malaysia. Tu yang tergeliat lidah tu! hee..aper pun it's just a thought ok. Not to say who's wrong and correct here. It's a freedom of speech..rite? You can speak it anyway the way you are comfortable with, right? ;)

laa..apsal aku cakap omputeh nari ek? hee..takperlah, mempelbagaikan bahasa..:)

Rabu, 16 March 2003

12.30 tgh (lunch time..)


*nengok lagi entries aku semalam*..sumer kuiz je ek? hee, ntahler..tetiba kemaruk plak nak cuber kuiz2 tu sumer..:D mood aku nari? ermm..epi pun ader, ampeh sket pun ader (sisa2 semalam). Epi sbb aper? sbb dier ngaku DIA jeles..ahahah..Finally! Susah tul nak ngaku, DIA kater ego maa..iyolah tu..:P Sebelum nie, memang ader gak sekali dua tu nampak macam DIA jeles tp tak pernah plak DIA cakap cumer tengok cara2 DIA jek. Cam pernah sekali tu, ada sorang nie asyik miscall aku jek. Plak maser tu memang aku tengah berbual ngan DIA. So memang DIA frust lah. DIA minta fone no caller tu, pas tu kater nanti HE called me back. DIA pegilah call mamat, tp aku tatau what he said to that guylah. Sbb DIA takmu ceta, cumer DIA kater pas nie budak tu takkan call aku lagilah..hoho..jeles ek? hee..Yang semalam DIA mengaku nie pun sbb aku tersalah sms. Nak sms kawan chat aku tersms kat DIA. Tp takdelah, DIA marah melulu. Di gelakkan adalah..:D Tp akhirnye, DIA mengaku gak, jeles + terfikir saperlah yang aku sms nie sbb tak pernah pun dengar namer mamat tu aku ceta kat DIA..haha, gumbiranye aku..hee..

Sepatutnye orang tak sukerkan raser jeles, cemburu nie..tp ntah ek, pada aku rasa tu perlu ada. Sbb selain dari tanda sayang (yang selalu org kaitkan dengan raser cemburu) + org tu ambil tahu pasal kita..makna dier kisahlah aper yg kita buat, kan..kan..:)

Hari nie dah 16hb kan? woahh..sebulan kurang 2 hari lagi kami akan berjumpa lagi setelah..erkss, 3 bulan? uishh..lamer kan..aper2 pun muler dari hari nie aku nak buat countdownlah..hee..:)

ampeh plak sbb aper? ermm..malehler nak ceta tp aper2 pun aku ngaku memang silap aku kot..Tp..ermm, org tu silap gak..eh tapi takperlah, aku je yang luper di maner aku berdiri. Tapi memang ampeh dengan tuduhan tu. I'm not like that ok! ermm..raser sakit hati tu memanglah ada biler org tuduh benda yang kita tak buat, and it's not ourself nak buat benda2 yang camtu kan. Ampeh, tul ampeh!! But it's not like as if I have anything to prove to this guy kan? So let it be lah, asalkan aku tak seperti aper yang dier sangka tu. Let it be, let it be...

[episod epi + ampeh]

~28 days more to go till THE DAY! ~

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